Friday, January 19, 2007

Indifference

I'm a selfish, immoral, obstinate, partial, self-absorbed bigot who has no right to judge someone when the only person I ought to judge is the man I call, me. Ever get that urge to stare in the mirror...and want to reach across, grab a hold of yourself, slap yourself across the face to wake yourself up?!?!?

It's none of my business. It has no implications to harm or benefit me. I'm just a third party or even a fourth party who has no direct correlation to anything that's going on. So what's this burden I'm carrying right now? Who am I to care? Who am I to bother? The worst part is... I know I shouldn't feel this way. My mind is pushing me one way but my heart is pushing me to the other. And sometimes they swap.

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