I've been so moody and loopy lately... I'm appalled at myself.
For some small and petty reason... I got really mad at SW. To a point where I threatened to delete his Pokemon account. He knows Bah-B very well... so he challenged me. Saying I won't do it. I really wasn't... and wouldn't... but because he challenged me, I didn't back down. So I went all outs to make him think I deleted it. It shattered him for the rest of the night... I broke my baby's heart. And I wasn't about to give in....
After 30 minutes... NN came in and pleaded for her brother. I stood pat and wasn't going to relent. She said, "Ok.. .then you can delete my account too."
WOW!!! Go Nui nui!!! 有骨氣!
She was just as sad.... to a point where, as I was putting her to bed... she said, "You deleted the app, but can we have our login? So we can play on mommy's phone."
I said, "No. You asked for it to be deleted, so I deleted."
She said, "yeah... but I can't go through life enjoying the game knowing SW is miserable. It doesn't make me happy, but it's the right thing to do." (She was in tears.)
My Nui-nui... so selfless. She cares for her baby brother so much.
I failed. She triumphed. I need to learn from my daughter.
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