Friday, February 07, 2020

"Why are u so quiet recently"

An unassuming text from one of my dear sisters.  She's the 2nd person to ask me that recently.  Since the turn of the year... I have been relatively quiet in my chat channels.  Partially... it's cuz I've been so physically drained.  For whatever reason... I'm sleeping earlier... waking up earlier.  Partially.. it's cuz there's so many things going on in the world that I'm distracted.  Partially.. it's cuz of the freakin' Niners.  I've been mummed.  Partially.. it's cuz I've been sick.  Perhaps... partially... it's 中年危機? HAHA...But out of all this.... I find myself realizing...
  1. That there has been only 2 people asking about me... how about the rest?
  2. By me being quiet... the world keeps turning, time keeps on ticking, 多我一個唔多, 小我一個唔小
  3. I really talk and text way too much.  Hardly anyone listens anyways. 
  4.  I'm in 110% F-You Mode cuz of the Super Bowl!!!!!  ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To those two sisters that reached out.... I am genuinely touched.  I am.  You two will never read my blog and these words.  But it means a lot to me that you care enough to reach out.  Thank you H and C. 

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