COVID-19 - School Closure - Day 32
Not so often... but more than I can remember... during 家庭時間 prior to going to bed... SW and NN will say the best part of their day is Bah-B watching a movie with them. I try... sometimes... but it's just so easy to hide in my room and "work" whenever I get 2 hours of silence.
Twice... I've sat through horrid movies with SW.
The first time... we walked out of the theater and I felt like crap cuz I wasted two hours of our time. I even apologized to him for such a horrible movie. But he was as happy as a clam. Such a positive attitude... he said, "This wasn't the best Pokemon movie, but I liked it!" And he still brings up that day I picked him up from coding and had Pizza my Heart for dinner while 家姐 went camping.
Another time... I picked a piece of garbage on Netflix. I suggested we stop the movie and pick something else. But he insisted we kept going. "I want to watch the whole thing - Bah B is here."
Tonight... I watched The Croods - a movie I wouldn't be caught dead watching if it wasn't recommended by someone. I remember the kids watching this a while back... It's an amazing movie. Beautifully animated. Heart-wrenching storyline. Loads of jokes and laughter. And there I sat... all by myself... in the lonely darkness. When I could have watched this movie with the fam and shared with them one more happy memory. Instead... I only have regrets.
Forget regrets or life is yours to miss. Forget life... and all you have left are regrets.