COVID-19 - School Closure - Day 119
One at a time... all my peers from long ago are making Director. Don't get me wrong... I'm truly happy for them and it's much deserved. They put out a lot and have given up a lot. It's just... when will it be my turn??? 天時地利人和. So many factors... so many chances... so many missed opportunities.
I claim to be a Christian. I claim to be a child of God and know He is my provider. I make these empty declarations because when the rubber is hitting the road.... I feel like this.
Didn't even want to work tonight after I found out. Just curl up in my fetal position and sulk. Sulk sulk sulk.....
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